Haiz...
yesterday quarrel with my mom...
She advice me not to take psychology or psychiatric...
She should she scared me can't find a job next time when I came out...
I told her that will have one larh...
Then every time the same question...
"Then you tell me,who want employ you?har?who?"asked my mom...
Again...
I can't reply her....
Haiz...
Sometimes...
really same like what Eng Hong says....
We don't know who is right and who is wrong at this time....
Want blame who?
We really don't know which road can be chosen...
We want de you all don't like....
You all like de we dislike...
Haiz...that night I really want to cry....
Then at late night....
Chee Sian told me to choose psychiatric is better...
because the hospital now very need this type of specialise...
Me also don't know....
Very confusing....
I really have no other choices....
I really dislike others....
None of them will suit me the best....
It's better for me to die and no need to think of this things already....
Haiz...
but I know I can't.....
My friends....
me also know you all are confusing about your future study...
high schools...
money...
interest...
time taken....
a lot of thigs really needed to be figure out before we have make any choices....
Haiz...
Somebody help me.........
please.....
Or not before I want to be psychiatric or psychologist....
I will be it patients already...(told by Shian Chin)...
T.T

~Be Happy Forever~**
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