Just wait and see...
Not every people are free....
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~Be Happy Forever~

看着照片...
想着从前的我们...
开心的日子...
现在只能看着照片安慰自己的我...
那种纳闷...
不懂有没有人会了解...
孤单...
是一种身在内心遥远的刺痛...
不是简简单单拿个新朋友就可以代替的...
外面的世界是恐怖的...
友情不可当真...
一当真...
遭殃的可是自己...
不懂啊...
那只是我的意见...
有时...
想找你们谈天...
却会害怕打扰到你们...
有时...
找你们谈天...
你们会因为忙碌而说一两句罢了...
导致我不是那么敢去找你们谈天...
不懂啊...
谈天...
是件我唯有能和你们沟通的方式...
来知道你们的事情...
你们不说...
我就不知道咯...
有时...
看到你们和新的朋友拍照...
那种羡慕的心情会涌出来...
不懂你们会不会也有...
不是说我限制你们交朋友啦...
只是后悔当初自己不够珍惜你们...
失去了...
就酱咯...
算了啦...
你们有你们自己的将来...
管太多...
也不是件对我对你都有好处的事....
就让我继续孤单下去咯...
看着照片...
望梅止渴...
我们都长大了...
不是小孩子了...
想着自己的路奔跑吧...
奔跑时...
别忘了之前和你一起奋斗过的好朋友哦...

想~忘~悲
完~

~永远快乐~
Sorry for the chinese posting....XD

Still got a few more hours...
I have to leave my hometown....
It was quite a sad one...
Just gather for only a few days...
It's kinda not enough for me....
I miss my papa...
I miss my mom...
I miss my sis...
I miss my old friends and junior....
I miss my hometown that i have been with so many years since i was in my baby suits....
I worry my papa's sickness will come back for him again....
I worry my mom's healthy that always on the warning these few months....
I worry my sister's results...
I worry my friends....
I told my mom that all I have prepared....
Just I can't prepared my feelings....
My mom told me that students are always like that...
That time I quite down...
Very down...
Don't why...
Why we can just get together in more time...
Why does the God want to do this to me....
Is this a challenge for me??
To test my toughness??
To test my willingness??
Or to test me whether I will cry for it or not??
Well...I really don't know....
Just now went to have dinner with my family...
Sighs...I really hope the time will stop forever...
I just want the time with them...
T.T
I saw my juniors pictures just now...
So naive....
So pure...
Their friendship making me jealous and envy...
As a senior...
I was very happy with their results and their attitude nowadays....
I was scared before because they are still not yet know much about this world....
Now....
They are mature....
They know their roads...
They know their ways...
What we can do???
Just pray that all will be fine and safety...
Junior....I was proud of you all....
Just....
Just....
Appreciate the friendship between you all...
It will be a great memories for you all till ages...
For me....
It was quite a tortured one....
I miss the time I have with my friends(Your other seniors that same batch with me)...
We are all around the country....
Not again in the same class.....
Not again in the same school....
Not again in the same topics....
So...
Appreciate now....
For all my old friends....
Thanks for giving me a great time for my semester break....
It was a great for me....
Although it is not enough and making me not satisfied....
I was happy to see you all....
I was very happy to see you all...
I miss you all now....
Departure time is crawling slowly towards me....
I think this will be my last post in Alor Star...
For those gathering pictures....
Please go to my facebook profile to get it....
I was quite not a mood to upload those pictures....
If you don't have a facebook account....
Go apply one lorh....
Easy nia....
Sighs....
Crying....
Sob-sobs....
Emoing....
Sadness fill my blood again....
What to do....
Those form 6s one....
Later you all will also feel these....
Just prepare for it....
Well....
Quite a late one....
I think i should type-off....
I will continue my post when I've back to Kampar....
Thanks for making my holidays happy....
Reviving Jason to a happy one....
Now it's time to turn it off....
It's time to go into study and emo mood already....
I love you all...
I will miss you all....
With the smile of tears....

~Be Happy Forever~
~Be Missing you all Forever~