Learning is one of the things that people should have continue it throughout the whole life...
If one stop learning,he or she will be out-dated and being get out of the way...
So,learn more things in the life will makes people have more colourful and wonderful life...
Many still waiting...
Waiting for the chance to come and find them...
They have left the learning aside and slowly,it will be forget...
Sometimes....
It did more unfortunately than usual....
The chance has come...
Finding him or her....
But...
He or she had throw away those knowledge from where they have learnt...
Wasted...

Well...
I already get somethings from my housemate to avoid me from being too boring...
Because the location where I live is quite bored...
Design programme,Neo Imaging...
And also something that chin beng want most,Adobe Flash cs4.....
wakakakakakaka.....
Learning still in progress....
Hehe^^.....

Here got some edited pictures done by myself.....
haha^^
Please give some comment o....
If you are not in the pictures....
I'm here to apologizes that I was unable try all of the pictures because some lacking of time....
So....
Have a nice day and enjoy it....^^







Just a few have make me took out those free times....
Haha...
Flash is harder and need more time to do it...
Hehe^^....
All must take good care of the body o....
I already have a small fever and I scare that H1N1 virus have some effect to me....
T.T
Take care all.....

~Be Happy Forever~
~Be Healthy Forever~

Journal writing...
One of the activities in the English Class...
Should be easy?
Before I get the question,I was thinking that it sure will be easy for me...
After I getting the question,I know I have the wrong thinking about that...
It seems to be easy....
But when I started to write....
I can't get into what I'm going to write....
Maybe...
It just occur on me...
Or me too stupid...
The first week question is 'My Family'...
The lecturer just give us the double words title and ask us to write...
O...
I just like stunned at there...
Don't know what to write...
Just half an hour....
That time I just know the things such as my family member's name,age,birth date and those simple simple things...
As not wasting to much of the times,I just simply write in many stupid things inside....
I think I want vomit if looked back at the whole journal...
It was terrible....
Maybe I was just new in there....
Not so well with the environment there....
Well...
I will give myself another chance....
Last week....
Journal writing time again....
The title is 'The most interesting place that you liked most'.....
Again....
I stunned....
Quite long time....
Which place is suitable for me to write and interesting for me???
It's again terrible....
Thinking the keywords and sentences including the tenses is making me to crazy....
I don't think I want to get back the journal paper again....
This week...
I did a bit of scared....
Scare of having the same situation in the previous week....
The title appear on the white board after the lecturer wrote something on it....
'How to win friends'...
Sweat....
Highly in an air-conditional room,I sweat....
Not sweat because of warm....
But sweat because of scare....
I just scare I will lost my knowledge in writing essays....
In my future road...
English is very important....
If I haven't make a stable base....
I will be having problem in future...
Writing a lot of stupid and unprovable data and knowledge...
I passed the journal up...
Hope the journal can pass....
To avoid me from re-sit for the paper...
Next week will be the last week for journal writing....
Hopefully I can present well in the journal writing...
God Bless....^^

I was wonder that peoples are always forgetful....
Asking us to do something but they are not doing that....
Me and Wil bond seems to update our blog everyday....
But somebody have left their blog into bushes...
If got any reason,I did want to accept...
But I just get a reply of disappointed...

June passing by and July is approaching...
Summer did makes the Sun shine brightly...
Nice...
Don't forget to wipe on some Sun-block or not you will get a burn...

~Be Happy Forever~
~Be Consider Forever~
~Be Summer Forever~

Listen to the song....
Great,right?
I like this song since yesterday my cousin played in a MP3 for me....
Although I have heard this before for many times already,but now i still like it...
Listening...
Listening....
Feel sad...
The thinking and sadness come again...
The thinking of missing my family and friends come again...
><
Make me cannot concentrated on my coursework....
And this song make me have the heart to stop me from doing coursework and write this post...
Well...
It is about one month already I left my hometown and continue my studies at Kampar...
Don't know my family and friends still good in there...
I have read my senior Windows Live Messenger's personal messages which written that Malaysia's H1N1 disease is becoming serious and serious...
My mom just now also told me not to visit much public places and drink more water...
Just touched...
Don't know what to say to her that time...
I know she was care about me....
A lot...
A lot...
Now Alor Star also have the disease already...
So,everybody must take care of yourself...
Drink more water,take care of the cleanliness and do less activity in public places+outdoors...
We don't know where the virus will reach...
And don't know where the virus will stop at...
It will kill a lot of people like when Tsunami strikes and take away a lots of innocent people...
I will always pray for you all...
Wishing you all to be healthy all the time...

Chia Soon and Yin is going to study at KL and later on going out of Malaysia...
So,hope them will be success larh...
Don't know arh...
My cousin say her friends study at other country until don't want to come back...
Chia Soon and Yin...
Will you two also?

Time past by fast...
Very very fast...
Growing older and older...
Friends are getting lost and lost...
Just a sigh can be let out...
Haiz...........................................................

Hoping to meet them all...
And hope the world is peace...
Humans...
Stop doing stupid things...
You are destroying yourself...

~Be Happy Forever~
~Be Peace Forever~

Just for the first time...
I have post this....
In Chinese...
Sorry for those who don't understand...
I apologize for those....
This story have touched me...
Really make me want to cry...
The fans of Doraemon should read this...
Enjoy with tissue papers...
With the rhythm of the song "A Song From A Secret Garden"by Secret Garden....

童年的终结


我在青岛大学上了2年，期间专业课没怎么学好，反而自己报了一个日语学习班。
当时比较喜欢火影和海贼，所以就想着学点日语玩玩。
我们的老师是个日本人，叫藤本广义，1981年的，比我大5岁，中文特别棒。
他是个蛮风趣的人，而且在讲课的时候广征博引，一个小的语法点都能被他讲出来哲理。


有次下课的时候我们就在那里讨论漫画。
有很多同学都是因为喜欢日本的漫画而来他这里学日语的。
聊着聊着我们聊起了小时候看过的记忆最深的动画片。
一休，圣斗士，魔神英雄坛，等等等等。
说到最后大家都谈到了同一个话题：哆啦A梦（台译版本，也就是我小时候最早接触的是叫:小叮当）。


不可否认，这是寄托我整个童年最美好回忆的动画片。
穿梭在奇怪轨道里的时光机，戴在头上四处飞行的竹蜻蜓，打开就可以到任何地方的任意门……大雄，宜静，小叮当……
记得听过一首歌，歌词里有“如果说最后宜静不是嫁给了大雄/一生相信的执着一秒就崩落”还莫名的感动了下呢。


当我们谈到这个话题的时候，藤本笑了一下，自豪地对我们说：
你们知道关于《哆啦A梦》作者的事情吗？
我说，作者是叫藤子不二雄吧。
我记得小时候喜欢看机器猫的大长篇，封皮上都写着这么一个名字。
他依然笑着说，对的，但是说的还不够详细。


接着他开始对我们说关于作者的事情：
《哆啦A梦》是由两个作者合作画的，他们是藤本弘和安孙子素雄。从1952年开始，他们共同用了一个笔名叫“藤子·F·不二雄”。当然，在所有的漫画中最出名的还是《哆啦A梦》。


突然，他神秘的对我们一笑。
你们知道藤本弘和我是什么关系吗？
我这才突然发现，藤本广义和藤本弘的姓氏是一样的。
难道他是你爸爸？
一个人弱弱地问道。
藤本广义笑了起来。
藤本弘的年龄当我爷爷都行啦！


他对我们讲到，他的爷爷跟藤本弘是同父异母的兄弟，在藤本弘没有去世前，藤本广义的同学们经常缠着藤本广义要“哆啦A梦”作者的签名。不过他跟藤本弘细数下来也就见过几次而已。
在我们的交谈中，我发现中日两国的儿童原来都有一个共同的童年元素，那就是哆啦A梦万能袋里的梦啊……
藤本告诉我们，自从藤本弘去世后，机器猫的创作权就交给了他的两个徒弟。
怪不得看新闻上说机器猫又要出新的剧场版了呢……
我想。
一个永远没有结尾的哆啦A梦，还能一直影响我们的后代呢。
一个同学感叹到。


这时藤本弘的表情有了点低落。
他对我们说，其实哆啦A梦是有结局的。


我在网上也看过类似的帖子，是不是说主人公是个自闭患者？
我问。
不是的，网络上的传闻都是假的。
他说。
曾经小学馆的漫画上曾经有过一个结尾，说哆啦A梦离开了大雄，不过那不是真正意义上的，因为最后哆啦A梦还是回来了。


那真正的结尾是什么呢？
我们急切地追问道。
藤本叹了口气说：
其实我挺不愿意谈这个结局的，当时知道这个结局的时候很小，所以觉得有点灰暗，现在年龄大了想想也没什么呢。


你们也知道藤子·F·不二雄除了画《哆啦A梦》还画过其他的漫画吧，其中有一个个叫《异色短篇集》，是一些科幻，KB，和深刻反思人性的短篇漫画。藤本弘去世的时候总共画了5本《异色短篇集》。
而实际上他去世前正在着手第6本的创作，可是第6本只进行了几篇的文字分镜和草图，他便去世了。
后来整理他的遗物的时候这些草稿流落到了他的徒弟手里，而其中里面就有一篇关于《哆啦A梦》大结局的。由于藤本弘去世的时候遗言让他的两个徒弟来接手《哆啦A梦》的衣钵，所以他的徒弟也就没有把这个结局画出来。
后来我听说了这件事情，特地跑到他的徒弟那想看一下藤本弘画的结局。
他的徒弟不好推辞，就给我看了。
藤本广义低下了头，像是在回忆。
我们没有讲话，静静等着他下面的话。
他抬起头，看着我们说：
我看了那个故事，只是草图和简单的文字介绍，大体的意思是这样的。




一天早晨，大雄醒了过来，发现自己坐在一个奇怪的椅子上，眼前就是哆啦A梦。
哆啦A梦热情的向它打招呼，可是表情呆滞。
大雄试图从椅子上站起来可是却摔倒了。
哆啦A梦说，由于你长时间坐在椅子上且生命都是靠营养液继续，所以你的肌肉过于萎缩，不方便行走。
大雄不明白哆啦A梦说的是什么意思。


于是哆啦A梦向他解释道，
在22世纪，人类的科技大幅度的发展，但是新的能源和食物问题却没有得到解决，地球的人口爆炸式增长。
于是，当时的人类go-vern-ment处于人类总体利益的考虑，决定对新诞生的婴儿统一进行大脑测试，被证实智力处于一定水平线之下的新生儿将会被连接上一种维持生命的装置，这种装置会给他们输送低成本的营养液维持生命，并且会让他们进入一种虚拟状态。


像是黑客帝国呢。
有人插嘴道。
藤本点了下头，继续讲。


在这种虚拟状态下，这个装置将会模拟出新奇，有趣的场景，让人感受到现实世界里体会不到的快乐。
于是，一切都明了了。
那些哆啦A梦口袋里的道具——竹蜻蜓，随意门，缩小手枪，桃太郎饭团，时光包袱巾……
那些童年的好友——宜静，技安，小夫，出木杉……
那些一起经历过的不可意思的事情——海底鬼岩城，一千零一夜，梦幻三剑士，魔界大冒险……
这一切一切都是装置模拟出来的，为的只是对那些智力相对较低的儿童的一种补偿，让他们能在虚幻里快乐，体会童年的美好。
而童年结束的时候，一切也都结束了。
营养装置只是一种人道考虑，当那些儿童满14岁的时候，残酷的现实就要开始了。


由于地球的资源过于紧张，所以那些在虚拟世界里的靠营养液维持生命的儿童要被强制“离开”，即被杀死。
“离开”之前，他们唯一的权利就是知道事实的真相。


那个长得像哆啦A梦的机器人对大雄说：你应该感到庆幸，因为你在虚幻里体会到了现实里的人一辈子都感受不到的快乐，在现实里的人要经历工作的劳累和残酷的 社会的折磨，而你什么都不用做，只要体会那些新奇就好。所以你不要为你的“离去”感到害怕，相反，融入到忙碌的现实社会才是最可怕的事情。

大雄流着泪听着它讲完这些，恳求它再让自己进入一下虚幻里，跟虚幻里的朋友道别。

机器人同意了。



大雄重新进入了虚幻，他用自己存下的零用钱给好朋友们买了很多礼物——小夫的遥控飞机，技安的棒球帽，宜静的裙子……最后，他把剩下的钱买了哆啦A梦最爱吃的铜锣烧，跟家里人一起吃了最后一次团圆饭。

大雄懂事了呢。

妈妈笑着说。

是的，因为我长大了……

大雄眼睛里含着泪水。

在当天晚上，大雄紧紧着抱住了哆啦A梦。

哆啦A梦，你说我们是不是会永远在一起呢？



这时，漫画分镜切到了现实世界，那个哆啦A梦摸样的机器人伸出圆圆的手触碰到了闭着眼睛的大雄。

大雄的身躯一阵抽搐，然后倒在了地上




最后一个画面，那个机器人用冰冷的声音说了一句：完成任务，目标已经“离去”……


藤本老师讲完了，大家都为了这个结局感到感伤。
他说，我当时看到这个漫画的时候只有十几岁，看完后就哭了，不过现在想想，倒也没什么，最鲜活的哆啦A梦的故事只能存活在童年的记忆里，而现在，我们的童年早已终结……


[ 转自铁血社区 http://bbs.tiexue.net/ ]

Have a nice day...
~Be Happy Forever~

Haha....
Want share somethings with you all...
And try to determine for me is either the people scare or other else???
Ok....

That day was a great day....
It was a day after I have come back from my hometown,Alor Star...
I went upstairs and reach the Student's Affair Department...
Ok...
Quite well that day,no people there...
Because every time i went usually was like in the tin of sardines...
Very packed as the room was small and all was in the hurry....
Haha...that was at the peak time...

I handed my PTPTN form to the secretory at there....
My cousin told me that she was new at there...
So,she didn't have lots of experience...
There was nobody who was in charge that time,so I have to let her check the form...

She check and check and check...
She saw Mr Koay Kheng Koay signatures....
And SAHC stamp cop...
She stared at me and ask me...

"Why you go to find a kolej...."she asked....
"My secondary school was name Kolej Sultan Abdul Hamid and it was a government school..."I reply her...
"Your secondary school???"She was curious and asked again...
"My school larh....It was a government school and it's name is KOLEJ SULTAN ABDUL HAMID..."I answered her with a bit of anger...
"Ok...Ok...I will go check for you...You come again this thursday for the confirmation..."She answer me....
"Add by,PK Koko was not a high place to sign your form and be the 'saksi'...I will try to ask for you..."She added....
"Ok...."Me keep up all my form and faster rush to my Hubungan Etnik Lecture...

Today morning...
I went there again to seek for my answer...
Once I step on the last stairs,she saw me...
She come quickly to me...
"Are you the one who asked that the signature can be used or not...?"She asked....
I pretend i listen not clearly...I reply with a "Har????"Haha....
"You from Alor Star de???"She asked again with fear,shaking in sounds....
"O...ya...Hw was the....."I continue and she just cut through my words....
"The form can be use..."She said quickly and ran off....
Me stood there like a stupid and i even no chance to say thanks to her....><
I laugh by myself while walking down the stairs...

Haha....
Is it she fear of me???
Or the name of my secondary school???
Or she is in the rush???
Haha....
Kolej Sultan Abdul Hamid have some magic power????
Hehe...
I don't know....
You all can guest for it...^^
Who knows???
You maybe right....
^^

~Be Happy Forever~

I reach Alor Star yesterday at almost 3pm.....
Afterward I will also left Alor Star at that time....
Yesterday rushed to Alor Star Mall after having my breakfast+lunch at my home....
(I haven't have a meal from morning till late afternoon....)
Haha....To meet with....Chin Beng,Peng Pink,Wil Bond,Chia Soon,Jia Liang,Chee Churn,Shian Chin,Chia Yang,In Wooi and Fang Leong....
(Yin seems to go back earily jor....)
Haha...Having meal,Chit-chatting for a while then i have to go back already....
(because my mom waiting.....)
For just a while meeting them,I feel so happy to see them all....
(Although not all of my friends present....)
Then,i went out at night with my family to buy my sport shoes....
Then,my mom suggest for a supper...
At midnight,after packing up my documents to be sign from the upper organisation of SAHC,my secondary alma mater,I jumped towards my bed....
After having some games in my laptop,then i slept already....
Long time no sleep on my soft bed....so miss it....
Early at 6am....I wake up....
Having my wash and a cup of milo....
I prepare to go to school....
I saw Mr Koay at Block Perdana...
So,he helped me to sign all the documents....
Thanks him for helping me and hope my loan can pass already....
Then,I went to 5 Gamma that's my last year classroom....
To find my dearest junior,Chee Sian....
Then we chit chat and I gave some advice to him....
Hoping him will know what am i talking about....haha^^....
Me also go to meet Cikgu Ku Natrah,whom was my Additional Mathematics teacher since I was in form 4....
We chat for a while then I went to find Choon Jian,Yi Chao and Chou Xian....
Chee Sian was also there...
After a while,I said goodbye to them and it's time for me to go...
Then I chat with Chee Sian again because my mom still not come yet....
Hehe....this is the secret part....
Then I went out to wait for my mom...
I saw Afiq...
Chatting for a while then my mom come already....
Once my mom's car go foward,I saw Akmal walking toward the gate of SAHC....
Arghhh.....
Long time no see him,but I have no chance to talk with him...T.T...
Haiz....
Then i went to the pejabat pos to buy setem hasil....
Now i'm packing my bags....
Later want go already....
Haiz....
So sad....
Come back so slow,but go back so fast....
Haiz...
I will be back soon larh....
Hehe....
(This post was just the point....You all sendiri make the full sentences larh....haha....paisei....so rush and so lazy....wakakakakaka.....)
Bye o...
Good luck to all....
^^


~Be Happy Forever~

Hehe.....

Seems today got no lecture or tutorial....

Damn boring while wake up at this beautiful sunny morning....

So,I decide to prepare a great breakfast for myself....

After having some imaginary of what to eat already,I start having the ingredients....



Ingredients....

1.Two chicken eggs....

2.Three chicken sausage....

3.Three crab meat stick...

4.One tomato....

5.Pepper...

6.Chili and Soya Sauce....



Method....

1.Clean all the ingredients except the pepper and the eggs larh for sure....>< style="text-align: center;">

Haha....
As title....
Because Shian Chin say want to see my room and house....
Because Chee Sian say me long time no update blog already....
Haha...
Ok....
i bring you all to have a visit....
My block address is as below...
If you all wish to send me anything,
Welcome o....^^

No D-103,TKT 1,BLOK D,PSN BATU KARANG,TMN KOLEJ PERDANA,31900,KAMPAR,PERAK...

Haiz....
Missing all....
Missing my hometown....
Missing my family....
Missing my friends.....
And a lot a lot that i was missing off....
Since I have come to Kampar,I really miss you all....
When I was having meal alone,I always thinking of the great time with you all....
When I was in home,I was always thinking of chit-chatting with my family....
When I was in class,I was thinking of having fun with my friends....
When I saw my friends' parents fetching them home,I felt so sad because cannot stay with my parents....
When I was walking alone outside,I was thinking of my friends that we always be together....
Don't know why...
Just now,I have my night walk around....
I saw a boy was accompany by his parents....
Chit-chatting happily....
That time I really want to cry....
Very sad....
I walk faster to the dataran....
Seeing many seniors and freshie are playing and laughing....
I just take another router and not dare to see them....
I just scare after seeing that,I will over missing you all....
Haiz....
Am I changing?
T.T
I always thinking having friends at here would not be safe....
Scare they will cheat on me....
Play on me....
I will always want to know them more before we be friends....
Seeing other people to be so good....
They can live with their parents,got many friends....
I sure envy....
But what can I do...
Just be patient for 2.5years....
Haiz...
Lonely have makes me heartless?
I don't know....
I think I have....
Here the life seems to be free....
But the works to do was making me stress....
Independence....
Can I take it for 2.5years...?
Can I?
I will confirm to you that I will try and I'm not sure that I will be 100% success....
(Thanks Yin for teaching me this sentences....^^)
So...
Life was like that....
Wilbond have went to PJ quietly....
Yin and Chia Soon will be going soon for their brighter future....
Shian Chin,Peng Pink,Chin Beng and others sure fighting towards the STPM....
Chee Sian and others juniors are taking their challenge too
The others I lazy to mention....(Paisei....)
Wishing them their best....I will always supporting you all....
Actually I'm going home today...
But somethings terrible occurs and cause me unable to go home....
Sorry to all that are waiting me....
Sorry....
Especially my mom....
Sorry....
And sorry to Peng Pink also because unable to ahow up myself in your party at your new house...
Really sorry....
I really don't know what to do except saying sorry to you all.....
I will try to go home as fast as possible....
Thanks for my family and friends that still love me and care about me...
Thanks.....

~Be Happy Forever~
From sad little Kai Seng....
Seeking the missing puzzles....
A lot....
Really a lot....