I got a wonderful 60 Earth Hour night just now...
Before 8.30pm...
I ready with all those candles and lighter...
Haha...
Viewing them on the 8TV start countdown...
Me sure won't let go off this...
Yeah...8.30pm...
I switched off the light and lighted up the candles...
Wow...
My house was great....
I chat with my mom and sister...
I got a bit angry with my neighbours that doesn't switch off the light...
They even turn the sound of TV louder...
Grrrr.....
Don't care them already...
I go take picture with my candles...
I lighted 6 candles....
But unfortunately they only burned until half then it is 9.30pm already...
Yer...
So fast...
Me not have time enough with it kot...
Haiz...
Next year I must support 60 Earth Hour again...
I was happy to do that...
Yeah...60 Earth Hour.....I love you...^^...




I take the vote...
I will always support 60 Earth Hour....Yeah...=)
~Be Happy Forever~

"I got to go to do some JPA test..."
"JPA so easy to get nia..."
"I already got this scholarship liao..."
"I already got that scholarship liao"
"A-level tiak-tiak nia...."
"University/College's life so wonderful..."
"I really want go overseas using government money..."


Those sentences really hurt me...
really really hurt...
They would say like that because they have forget what results I get last time...
I know I am stupid marh....
I know I am stubborn marh...
I know I am useless marh...
I can't get good results....
and you all get great results until you all thought i am also one of them....
But....
The reality was unable to be changed...
I did not get GOOD results...
Ok?
I know you all would be happy about what you all have got...
I would also be happy for you all because I have you all as my friends....
But...
I...
I...
really hurt one you know?
I won't tell who says those words...
Hopefully he/she will knew it...
The results have make me down and I cry for the whole evening for it already...
And I promise myself to be strong and would success one day...
But those sentences really make me down...
Haiz...
All my fault larh...
I didn't get good results and I get the retribution...
"A bomb will explode in any time..."
Hmmmm....
Hopefully I won't explode....
==llllll....
Just small jokes...
Friends...
I would be happy for you all...^^
You all will be my proud...
This post did hurt a lot of people also...
Sorry for that because I can only relief by expressing myself in this post....
Sorry...
I'm really sorry...

Thanks Chee Sian for the word "retribution"....
~Be Happy Forever~

Life of a people is like the track....
and people are the runner....
because of the competition is coming.....
so all busy practicing.....
very hardworking.....
all also want get the 1st....
they do a lot of research....
find advice from the senior....
seeking here and there....
they done the homework with such a great heart....
hoping so much to get good results on the competition day....
because for those who won the competition,they can go for a higher stage with more smoothly....
but some would not care about that....
they would think that they have the ability to win the competition....
they played....
they laugh....
they happy....
Finally the day that they are waiting for.....
arrive...
they did try their best on the competition....
they run....
run....
run....
and run....
some of them pass by smoothly....
some of them fell down...
because of a stone...
that we call 'resistance'....
but a lot of those will stand up and continue their journey...
unfortunately,they have lost....
but some won't and just need some body's help....
those stronger and those who put more effort on their daily practice will win the competition....
for those who have laugh,play and happy at the beginning will now sad and cry....
And most pity....
was those who have tried their best and did not win the competition....
this was not your fault....
just the luck no follow you this time...
try next time....
you will sure have the chance to win the competition....
put more effort....
don't be sad....
you have tried your best.....
this we will call it humans life...
humans life will be up up and down down....
cheer up....



I would write this post to make me calm down....
because I have just fall down....
cause by the stone....
I will cry....
But I will also stand up....
Life still long....
I can't just sit there and wait for people's help....
Time will not wait for us...
Although I lost in this competition(exam)....
I will try next time....
I f cannot,try again....
until I success....
And new J'son+KsEng will be born.....

Haiz....
Hope I can do it....
Stand up man....
Come on....
thanks for all my friends who give me a lot of support and advice....
I really appreciate it....
\\Touched//
I would be crying while writing this post....
so,don't hurt me by comments orh....T.T....


~Be Happy Forever~

Jason die jor...
Jason die in this world already...
forever and ever...
bye...
he will wish all his friends be happy forever...
you all will be success in future...
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~Be Happy Forever~

Hmmm....
Although very nervous and scare right now....
We can't change the reality...
SPM is going to come out...
Oh My God...
The day we are waiting was coming...
The day that point the future for us is coming...
On the 12th of March...
8 days before my birthday...
Wow...
Really surprise present that I will give myself...

Actually...
I really hope to get good results...
Really...
But how can I change the reality?
The exam had passed for a few months...
And now was the time to get back what have you study for 11 years...
11 years....
It was a long time,man....
Very very long time...
And what you get later...
Is a paper that containing ink....
and state that the alphabet that may
horrible you,
make you stood there,
make you cry,
make you scream,
make you burst of laugh,
make you gone crazy,
make you fainted,
and some even cause death....

Cruel,right?
Ya...
One paper will change a person personalities...
Not only for now....
But also for future...
Your wife/husband...
Your children...
Your relatives...
Your friends...
All will view your jobs that you are doing...
And they can estimate what's your results you got before...

Ya...
Reality was like that...
You must work hard to change it...
Or not...
Your life will full of disappointed and sadness...

12th of March...
The day we are waiting for...
After that all of us will be prepare well....
For our future study...
Ya...
We will be separated for a while...
A week...
A months...
A year...
Or even never seen again...(Hopefully not....)
Medicine....
Engineering...
Law...
Teaching...
Ambitions was wonderful...
We sure will work hard towards that...
but sometimes....
You knew you will have problems with it...
You can either choose to fight with him or surrender to choose another road....
Ya...
So easy instead of doing other stupid stuff...

Zi Jing,Wil Bond and others these weeks were also crazing with the results that will be come out...
I teach Zi Jing a good method to release tension...
Don't know he got use bo....
It's ok larh...
You all will be getting good results larh...
When I got pray,I add u all in,ok?
I hope all my friends that are taking SPM and are waiting for the coming 12th of March will get good good good results....
hehe^^

Hopefully my dreams can come true...
My Future is count on you,SPM results....
Waiting you...

~Be Happy Forever~

Haiz....
After struggling for a quite time....
I must have a decision now....
Finally I have make one when I'm on the way back from PISA's Star Education Fair with Wil Bond,Chia Soon and Zi Jing...
But,I hope I will change the decision soon...
I don't know...
This won't be my last decision before my SPM results are coming out...
After talking to the counselor of TAR College Penang's Branch,Mr Yap...(Every time go Education fair also meet him de...haha^^...)
I think I will take back my old road...
That also was my mum wish....
Ya...
That's right...
It was Accountancy....
I have think a lot about it...
I really don't I have ability to continue which of the course in there....
If can.I really want to work till get the ACCA qualificatiom...
Although quite fast,but my cousin and others people would tell me...
"ACCA is really a tough subject...It won't be easy....It is standard's question all..."
O....all this type of answer would make me speechless and dizzy....
Because I really not understand the toughness of ACCA...
haiz....
By the way...
My Psychiatry's dream...
Not me don't want him already....
but....
This job need to take care of others/caring....
Me can care people de merh?
This job need a good and can advice people's mouth...
Me got the talent merh??
This job need to give medicine to the others....
Me can do that job without any mistake merh???
To achieve this job,I need to study for a quite long time....
Me have the patient to wait for that merh????
And most important....
This study need a strong mind in Biology...
Me can merh?????
Even in the Biology test in school time me also never get an A before....
T.T
Haiz...
I think I will take Accountancy and read kot....
Later when came out to the work life....
If I can't accept,marh go commit suicide and...
Yeah....
settle all....
(stupid thinking....=.=lll)
Ya...
I'm really stupid....
I'm really really stupid....
Guys...
Thanks for you all de advice in last post...
but....
I think....
I've give up...
Sorry for dissapointed you all....
Hopefully I will change my mind....
Hopefully my choice will siut my heart....
Hopefully I won't regret....
Hopefully I will success....
Hopefully my friends will be happy forever...
^^

~Be Happy Forever~