I'm back.....^^V

Yo....What's up???
Quite a long time no update my blog already.....
The blog seems to be so lonely....
Hahahaha....
Sorry my blog....XD
So....
A lot of my friends are having semester break and year ended holiday....
However....
I don't have holiday this December....
Nevermind...
I will having my semester break at Chinese New Year....^^V
Well....
I have a great Semester 2 this year....
Although the internet connection are sucks.....
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Don't know what the Streamyx was doing....

I have been to a camp at Ipoh....
Organize by TXY....^^v
Quite a good memories with the kids over the primary school over there....
However....
I know one thing....
Taking care of children wasn't easy.....
Sweats....><
Hope I can go again next year....XD
Going to miss my children....TT.....

Oh ya....
I have went to the nomination of the Student Welfare Committee...
The interview was like that lu~
Just I was unsatisfied with my presentation....
Maybe I'm too nervous....^^V
Starting from next week will be the voting part....
Hope you all can vote for me lu~
XD

Last week....
I just have been to Kuala Lumpur with my neighbour,Gitty and my cousin sister....^^V
We were going to stay over her brother's house-my cousin brother's house for sure....XD
That weekend was Raya Haji Holiday....
My cousin brother stayed at Setapak there....
Near Taman Melati and Genting Klang....
Because TARC main campus was at Setapak....
Transports for sure were needed to reach there....
We go for the LRT....
Although that wasn't the first time for me....
I was still nervous while I'm in the LRT....
(Me crazy jor....XD)
We went to Time Square,LowYat,Sungei Wang and Jusco Taman Melati....
I have went to the main campus to have a visit....
Wow....
What a huge campus.....
The size of the college makes me surprise....
^^V
Well....
If no any mistaken or unlucky....
I will be going there at 2012....^^V
I like the college environment but the environment over the housing area was damn bored than Kampar....
Not much shops....><
It was still a long way to go.....^^V

Christmas is coming soon....
Will you be alone?
I hope I won't....^^V
Will you?

Well....
These weeks....
I was quite attracted with the drama.....XD
I was attracted with "Beyond The Realm Of Conscience","1 Litre No Namida/A Diary of Tears","K.O.Sanguo" and others....
However I like 1L tears much.....
The drama was so real....
Although it only a few chapter and episode...
The movie already make a lot of people have tears while watching....
This was a real human story written by Aya Kito,the narrator herself....
She was a 15years old girl that cope with Spinocerebellar Ataxia,a degenerative disease that will cause death and until now there are still no cure for it....
She continue her life toughly and strongly....
I love this very much....
I will recommend you all to watch this....^^
I guarantee....
This will be a good drama for you....^^V




Sighs....
Life was so unpredictable....
Well....
Quite a late one....
It's time for me to pause at here....
Tomorrow have to go for guitar practising....
Hehehehe.....^^V
Have a nice day....
I love you all....[^0^]/

~Be Happy Forever~

Only One....

Yo....wassup everybody....
Still good there???
I hope so....
Got miss me???
I miss you all so much....
Haha....
Quite busy with my stuff and lazy to blog....
Haha...
What a shame....
Well....
Just a sudden to write this post....
I still got 9am class tomorrow...
Hahaha.....

I have went back to my hometown last week....
Seems a secret that not much people know about this....
I bought the Seri Maju bus ticket that will departure at 6pm....
Me and my cousins went to the Medan Gopeng to wait for the bus at 5pm....
What a frustrated one....
The bus was late for half hour....
OMG....
This caused me to inhaled a lot of Carbon Monoxide and other toxic gases....
I feel breathing difficulties and dizzy in the bus....
><
I arrived Shahab Perdana,Alor Star at 10.30pm....
I called my mom to fetch me there....
What a surprise....
I saw Chia Soon's father,mother and his siblings sitting on the benches....
His mother told me that Chia Soon will be coming home that time....
Wow....
Coming back also not informing me....
^^V
Without hesitate....
I called Chia Soon....
Quite noisy from his phone....
But we chat happily....
He seems doesn't want to end our conversation when I say I wanna hang down my phone....
He makes me felt that he was quite lonely there....
Yin was not coming back with him....
He told me that he was going to have his final exam on the week....
That time was just study week...
To avoid being interrupted...
He came back to revise his subjects....
He asked me to keep secret that he don't want others to go find him....
After I hang down my phone....
I sms him to invite him to go my secret gathering the next day....
He seems to be quite wanna come but unable...
See first was his reply to me....
My father and sister came over to fetch me....
We go to Simpang Kuala to have supper....
That was quite memorable that I haven't eat any dinner that day and the great smells of Alor Star food really makes me starving....^^V
That day was a tired day....
When i reached home....
I slept over my comfortable bed...

The next day....
My mom prepare the rice dumpling for me....
So touched....
I open my laptop and finished my coursework....
Downloading Naruto as my entertainment was for sure....
The excited part is coming soon...
I really can't wait for it....^^V
After having my lunch...
I prepared myself for the secret gathering....

I drove my cute car to San Gai Restaurant with my cute laptop....
Not so smooth because I have no driving since a month ago...
I have invited Chin Beng,Shian Chin,Peng Pink and Zijing to have the gathering....
Chia Soon as the special guest....XD
However Chia Soon was unable to make it....
What a sad one because that was quite a time I haven't seen him....
Missing him now....^^V
We chit chat,Online,sharing opinions and laugh together....
That reminds me the time we have been together for the years past by....
Very touched that they free out their busy time to accompany me as their final exam was around the corner....
We took pictures before we went home....
I love you all...

Well....
After went home....
My aunt came visit to my house....
Well...
I asked her to teach me to use the Adobe Photoshop CS4....
Quite tough but I learn some from her...^^V

After a good bed....
I wake up sadly....
The time to be with my family seems to be so short and not enough....
'What to do...Students were always like that de larh'my mom told me....
Sighs....
So sad....

The pointer is pointing near to 3pm....
I went to my car sadly....
My mom will send me to the bus station...
I meet my cousins there again....
We went back to continue our studies....
Soon I will be back for my semester holiday....
I will give you all the surprise....
I won't tell anybody that when I'll be back...
Haha....

Sighs....
Life....
Speechless.....

It's time to bed....
Oyasimitnasai....[^0^]/
~Be Happy Forever~

~Wait and See~

Just wait and see...
Not every people are free....
><

~Be Happy Forever~

想~忘~悲

看着照片...
想着从前的我们...
开心的日子...
现在只能看着照片安慰自己的我...
那种纳闷...
不懂有没有人会了解...
孤单...
是一种身在内心遥远的刺痛...
不是简简单单拿个新朋友就可以代替的...
外面的世界是恐怖的...
友情不可当真...
一当真...
遭殃的可是自己...
不懂啊...
那只是我的意见...
有时...
想找你们谈天...
却会害怕打扰到你们...
有时...
找你们谈天...
你们会因为忙碌而说一两句罢了...
导致我不是那么敢去找你们谈天...
不懂啊...
谈天...
是件我唯有能和你们沟通的方式...
来知道你们的事情...
你们不说...
我就不知道咯...
有时...
看到你们和新的朋友拍照...
那种羡慕的心情会涌出来...
不懂你们会不会也有...
不是说我限制你们交朋友啦...
只是后悔当初自己不够珍惜你们...
失去了...
就酱咯...
算了啦...
你们有你们自己的将来...
管太多...
也不是件对我对你都有好处的事....
就让我继续孤单下去咯...
看着照片...
望梅止渴...
我们都长大了...
不是小孩子了...
想着自己的路奔跑吧...
奔跑时...
别忘了之前和你一起奋斗过的好朋友哦...

想~忘~悲
完~

~永远快乐~
Sorry for the chinese posting....XD

The Smile of the Tears

Still got a few more hours...
I have to leave my hometown....
It was quite a sad one...
Just gather for only a few days...
It's kinda not enough for me....
I miss my papa...
I miss my mom...
I miss my sis...
I miss my old friends and junior....
I miss my hometown that i have been with so many years since i was in my baby suits....
I worry my papa's sickness will come back for him again....
I worry my mom's healthy that always on the warning these few months....
I worry my sister's results...
I worry my friends....
I told my mom that all I have prepared....
Just I can't prepared my feelings....
My mom told me that students are always like that...
That time I quite down...
Very down...
Don't why...
Why we can just get together in more time...
Why does the God want to do this to me....
Is this a challenge for me??
To test my toughness??
To test my willingness??
Or to test me whether I will cry for it or not??
Well...I really don't know....
Just now went to have dinner with my family...
Sighs...I really hope the time will stop forever...
I just want the time with them...
T.T
I saw my juniors pictures just now...
So naive....
So pure...
Their friendship making me jealous and envy...
As a senior...
I was very happy with their results and their attitude nowadays....
I was scared before because they are still not yet know much about this world....
Now....
They are mature....
They know their roads...
They know their ways...
What we can do???
Just pray that all will be fine and safety...
Junior....I was proud of you all....
Just....
Just....
Appreciate the friendship between you all...
It will be a great memories for you all till ages...
For me....
It was quite a tortured one....
I miss the time I have with my friends(Your other seniors that same batch with me)...
We are all around the country....
Not again in the same class.....
Not again in the same school....
Not again in the same topics....
So...
Appreciate now....
For all my old friends....
Thanks for giving me a great time for my semester break....
It was a great for me....
Although it is not enough and making me not satisfied....
I was happy to see you all....
I was very happy to see you all...
I miss you all now....
Departure time is crawling slowly towards me....
I think this will be my last post in Alor Star...
For those gathering pictures....
Please go to my facebook profile to get it....
I was quite not a mood to upload those pictures....
If you don't have a facebook account....
Go apply one lorh....
Easy nia....
Sighs....
Crying....
Sob-sobs....
Emoing....
Sadness fill my blood again....
What to do....
Those form 6s one....
Later you all will also feel these....
Just prepare for it....
Well....
Quite a late one....
I think i should type-off....
I will continue my post when I've back to Kampar....
Thanks for making my holidays happy....
Reviving Jason to a happy one....
Now it's time to turn it off....
It's time to go into study and emo mood already....
I love you all...
I will miss you all....
With the smile of tears....

~Be Happy Forever~
~Be Missing you all Forever~

Missing~Lost~Forever

Just don't know why...
That day Chia Soon said that he wanted to go back already after played badminton with us...
Just I very hard to let him go...
Because very difficult for us to gather together...
We have to be separated again...
I was going to cry at that time...
But...
What can I do?
Everybody have to go for their future...
No spending more time for useless things that maybe will cause a serious problem to them...
Asking him to take good cares of himself...
Don't be to stress and tried to contact us whenever he was tired....
Yin,Nicholas and Brendan them also already back to their own road...
Lefting us behind....
This tuesday...
The UTPians are going back also...
Left me,Wilbond and YeonYee...
And those Form6 fellows...
Well...
What to do...
Time really flies...
It's time for me to go back to study and emo mood already...
I really can't let go of those things...
The time we have been together...
It was to memories....
Deeply into the heart....
Very difficult to forget it or what....
Very difficult...
I want to meet them again...
But I really have no idea when is it...
Next hour?
Next day?
Next month?
Next year?
Next decade?
Or we will lost contact forever?
Who knows....
Let the God to decide all these...
What I can do is pray....
Pray that all of us will be safe and be happy forever...
And when we meet one day again....
We will be happy for meeting each others again...
That's what I can do...
I will leave Alor Star at Sunday...
Quite sad that everything go through too fast....
Very fast...
Till I can see how the time pass through...
Very blur...
Sighs...
The more you grow up...
The more friends you will lost...
Quite true...
Nowadays....
Finding a true friends are very difficult....

I dream My friends again yesterday and the day before yesterday....
I dream Wilbond get hurt while running...
I dream JiaLiang and CheeChurn rush here and there...
I dream CheeSian walk out of the door....
And others....
I didn't remember all of them...
But dreaming my families and friends too much is an illness?
I quite scare I won't get through it....
Life was tough...
Very tough....
I really don't know what to say about it....
The more I said....
The more hurt I will get on my heart....
Quote from my facebook....
Why life was like that....
Why must we been seperated....
Why don't we can do anything together,like previous time.....
Old friends,I love you all..
.Don't leave me,ok?

Don't leave me,ok?
I like you all and I really don't want to lose any of you...
I promise...
I don't want to lose any of you....

If you believe....
I was dropping tears while writing this post....
~Be Happy Forever~
~I love you all~
~Forever and Ever~
*I don't know which photo to put because I don't have the full gathering pictures....
*Full with all of us...
*Always forgot to take....
><

My Memories_Doraemon~

To all Doraemon's fans....
This is one of the ending of the comics which have been accompany me since I was small....
Hope you all will enjoy it....^^V



~Be Happy Forever~
~Thanks Doraemon~