Let's change some environment....
Don't always use the same song...
haha^^...

Actually....
What is friends?
(singular=friend,plural=friends)
From my Oxford Advance Learner's English-Chinese Dictionary Fourth Edition....
It states that friends mean the person one knows and likes,but who is not a relation....

Well....
How many friends do you have?
1?
10?
100?
1000?
Infinity???

Different people can have different friends...
This is up to the person...
He or she can have many friends...
Or only a few friends would make them sacrifice...

From that...
Did you ever think that your friends is your true friends?
The friends you can share secret every times?
The friends you can chat happily every times?
The friends you will do anything with him or her?
The friends you would do anything to him or her?

Who knows...
You may have some of those characteristics...
You may willing to do whatever you can to your true friends....

But...
True friends...
Nowadays quite hard to find already...
Very hard to have one...
People nowadays is very greedy...
Just care about themselves...
For example...
You have a friends and you think he or she is your true friends....
Then you will be willing to do whatever things to him or her...
But for those greedy people....
They won't care about what have you done....
They will just get all your benefits and left you off....
Without a word of goodbye....
He or she will just think:"Who cares...It's him or her willingness....not my problems...."
Yup...
This will be the end of your friendship which you think is wonderful and forever for you...

Well...
Quote from Chee Sian,one of my favourite junior...
Don't judge people by the first sight and make a conclusion about them...

Hmmmm....
Somehow you have to give people the first appearance that he or she will be your friend....
First sight...
Is for people to decide whether the person is good to be a friend...
But not all people have the appearance that their friends want...
So...
Choosing friends not according to their face is good....
Because somehow...
Not all people who are beautiful or handsome,then the attitude are good...
Vice versa...For people who are don't have good looking,he or she also not seem to be a bad guy...
But what if he or she is handsome and good???
Or he or she is not good looking and unkind???

Yup...
It's correct that deeply knowing a person will make us know more about the person's actual...
But sometimes...
Some person are too closed and don't want to open the heart to let people know more about him or her...
Some person may too opened till you can't have it...

Haha...
A lot of people in this world...
Choosing is one part of human's life...
And choosing friends can be quite easy and can be quite difficult...
Got only 3 results out of these possibility...
One is you get a good friend...
Two is you get a bad friend...
Three is you not getting any of them...

So...
Try to know more about your friends...
You may know more about his or hers thinking...
He or she maybe have second spirit inside...
He or she maybe have more secret that you still don't know...
He or she maybe have more interest which same with you where you still not finding that out...
Then,having know more each others' information can make a person's relation more get in...

Who knows...
Maybe you have a lot of true friends around you which you don't know...
See around and try to figure out which of your friends care more about you...
He or she maybe is your true friends...^^
Good luck and have a happy day...

~Be Happy Forever~
~Be Friends Forever~

Yup...
This post is especially write for my juniors...
And others friends who are younger than me....

Just something to let you all know...
A few more years to pass by...
Then you all will going to leave...
Left the place you belongs....
To another place which is a higher level...
Left all your friends at here...

It was quite a hard feeling for all of this....
The feeling is just like a papers which stick together with the glue...
Very hard to pull it apart....
If pull apart too hard,it will torn....
In realistic,it is you and your friends....
You be with them in school everyday...
Study together...
Do homework together...
Laugh together...
Chat together...
Eat together...
Then...
Later when you finished your study...
You will be suffer...
Suffer that you are unable with them...
When you live in the 'second home' with your friends,
They already have became your brothers and sisters...
A sudden climates will shocked you all...

For me...
It was quite a sad one...
I always miss my batch friends...
Sometimes even dreamt them...
Me always feel the pain in the heart...
Very very....how to say....
Just very pain...
Regret for not appreciate them while I was with them...
Now,regret is no use...
Many had left...
Very hard to gathered them back already...

To my juniors...
Have times with your friends...
Do be a listener to your friends and share things with them...
Do more batch gathering with them...
If can,hang out with them often...

This is because later all this will less occur in your future life...
Your friends sure will not study with you in future...
Even have...
Later,you all also will find difficulty to be together...
Outside Alor Star is not as easy in hometown...
You will meet different kind of people...
And very hard to find true friends...

Besides....
For those who are studying far enough...
They will sure miss their hometown,family and friends...
Because hometown is the place they were born...
The place where they grow...

Me also scare one thing...
It was those who want to study outside the country....
It is good to study
I scare that they will study until don't want come back...

Haha....
So,my junior....
Take your time with your beloved friends....
Or not you will regret...
Like me...
^^

~Be Happy Forever~

Tomorrow is the time....
My presentation day....
Well....
It should be a happy day where our group is the first team in the DAC3....
Just now evening I have my last Journal Writing...
I like the title....
It just suits me...
"The Most Memorable Experience"
I wrote about that day me and my fellow friends, where we are having our barbecue party....
And this should be counted as our last gathering before some of us,including me going out of Alor Star to continue our journey in higher level...
Well...I have complete in half an hour by writing one and a quarter pages...
Because the lecturer told us not to write too long...
(damn weird....because I never heard got people asking for a short essay...)
Well...including the expression and those well-trained words...
Gaining memories throughout my mind...
Change it into essay form....
Write it out....
Non-stop...
I was touched...
Because they are the friends who have gave me those memories...
Where I can keep it until I old...
And die with the memories...
Forever and Ever...
I have completed it,smiling....
Pass it up with high respecting on it...
My classmate asked me again...
'Why you write so long???'...
I don't know...
It's either writing an essay long already making me used to it...
Or the memories have making me having lots of idea....
Who knows....
I smiled back...
Having her wish to have the presentation tomorrow...
Thanks her...
For giving me the energy to have the braveness....(Paisei...Me don't know her name...haha^^)
Me always walked alone back to my hostel...
The path is quiet...
Even got people passed by...
They are also in group...
Many asked me why don't you find some friends and this can settle up...
I just told them:'I like to be lonely....'
From that time onwards...
I know...
I have already change....
I will never say that kind of words out of my mouth...
But....



Sigh just can be let out...
Walk alone...
Eat alone...
Buy alone...
Sit alone...
Go alone...
Listen alone...
Share alone...
Cry alone...
Smile alone...
And even talk alone....

Even when I was the group leader of some of the assignment and tomorrow presentation...
I didn't hope to much on it...
Because I really scare they will just left you or attack you from behind...
Well...
My guess are right...
I received some sms from the teammate where he can't make himself available tomorrow for the presentation....
Start to left...
"It is counted as lucky where just left like this,next time you maybe meet some even worst condition,prepare for it...."My cousin sister told me...

No idea on it...
Also have to take it...
Lost...
Totally lost...
Terribly...

Tonight...
Nobody want to chat with me...
Just maybe they are busy...
And maybe they think I'm irritated and don't think I'm a person that is good for sharing somethings...
Well...
What can I do...
I just can sigh....
Done my things...
Settle all...
And get lost...
Towards the place where I can cool down myself...
To be ALONE....

~Be Happy Forever~
~Be Alone Forever~